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The_Sea_Gypsy
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Name: Molly
Interests: Musics, bass playing, sining, movies, writing poetry songs and stories.
Expertise: music, movie, singing, playing 5 string bass, psychiatry, writing, animals
Occupation: Student
Industry: Media
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AIM:  MolyTheMachine
Member Since:
7/21/2005
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| lol holy crap i haven't been on xanga since freakin high school!!! just thought i'd check it out after 4 years and say hi to everyone and all that happy stuff! plus i wanted to let everyone know i'm not dead cuz thats always nice to know. ;p
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| so i don't have much to say but that my great uncle who i was very
close to passed away Tuesday and i've been in a horrible depression
ever since. i keep hiding it but its there. i just wish i had him
back......
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| Fry and i talked and its not gonna work between us. he said he can't
date me cuz he wouldn't be able to handle my self mutilation problem.
but my whole thing is 1.he won't date me for me. 2.if he wouldn't be
able to handle the self mutilation dating me, then how can he handle it
as my best friend? so now i'm just angry at him and at myself. why do i
have to be me?!
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| so i told Fry how i feel and he is now acting like nothing happened. so
now i'm just so angry at him. i'm tired of people....well i'm tired of
him. why can't for once i get the fairy tale that all other girls get?
i'm the girl who never gets them....i'm the girl who gets to watch them
be happy and lie to myself that someday i'll have that....when i'm sure
i won't... i know this post is emo but that's what i am.....i had a bad
new year and the rest of the year is prob gona be the same...
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| so life is shit, i'm more emo then ever and i'm waiting to die....no joke. i found out i have a problem that might kill me, they don't know when, how, if. but the chances are good. so yea.....kinda scared and emo.....other than that life went to shyt. i'm still destroyed over a boy, i lost a best friend, family life is...non existant, brother doesn't talk to me......this is the best week ever!!!!!*SARCASIM!!!!!*
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